"Only the Lonely"

So Charlie* and I were going to try to make plans to get together early next week but, then disaster strikes! He has to work on his days off. And that is the entire reason why I will never work for a casino! unless I work in the corporate offices. So now I have 2 tickets to go see a magic show. and no one to go with. :( I think I might try to see if Teddy* will want to meet me in person and if so maybe we can get together on monday and he can use Charlie's ticket.


AARRRGHHH


I really like Charlie and he keeps making these little comments that makes me think that he really likes me too.


In an earlier post I talked about the comment he made about WHEN I meet his son.

Remeber we are being leary of introducing our kids to people until we are sure it will be serious. Then he goes and says "When you meet my son..."


Next Comment:

on Sunday night we were talking about being crazy. Yes everyone is crazy in their own way and it usually stems from childhood things. We both acknowledge that there are things in our past that should have killed weeker people but we made it through. We have yet to discuss these things. while on the phone (becuase we NEVE SEE EACH OTHER) He says:

"When we reach that point in our relationship I'll tell you all about it..."

wha... did he just say RELATIONSHIP

so I throw back (trying to trip him up)

"Well, When we reach that point in our ... relationship ... we'll have a hash session and I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours"

Conversation continues...


CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!


he is throwing words around like "relationship" and not even batting the proverbial eye.


But wait! Theres More!


Skip forward to Monday night, we are again talking on the phone (grumble) and we are talking about where we see our selves going in life and reincarnation and the reason for having children. He is talking about how he knows there is alot more for him in this world, important stuff for him to do, he just doesn't know what yet (don't start laughing, sometimes I get the same feelings). and he says:


"For instance, There is this thing with You and me, I'm not sure what, but I'm going with it, I think it might be important"


From any other guy I would be creeped out, but you see Charlie and I talk alot (duh) and we know each other probably better than our exes ever knew us. I know he is not being creepy, he is actually voicing how he feels about what is going on between us. Which is braver than I have been.





*names have been changed to protect the innocent, the a**holes and the clueless.